MY BUFFDAY!!

On The 21, April,2011

Pd hari ini genaplah aku berusia 18 tahun.. waaa!! Mcm x caya plak da life selama itu.. hahaha J org pertama yg wish adalah ateenn.. mcm x caya plak dye yg wish 1 dlm kul 12.04a.m  n the last person on the day is jia.. noting hapent on this day.. aku just bngun n buat kje umah mcm biase.. ble bngun pg 2 terasa la gak sedih sbb snyi je x mcm taun sebelum ni best je sbb smbut kat skull.. L dlm kul 3.30 aku g mcd dgn jambu n adk dye yani.. waktu smpai 2 ujan la gak skit.. kat mcd jmbu belanja.. thnks frend to appreciate what u done to me.. kitaorg blik dlm kul 6.30.. opss!! Over limit plak .. biase la aku n jambu mne leh jmpe asl jmpe je mesti msing 2 x ingat umah nk blik .. bul x jambu ?? lol….

On the  22.April, 2011

Ari ni akak aku blik.. so smbut la bufday aku pd ari ni .. ibu n smua ikot g beli kek untk aku .. mcm biase la mne lgi klu x kat secret recipe.. aku plih butterscotch  bkan  moist chocolate cake sbb  smua bntah .. diorg ckp muak ble mkan bnyak .. huhuhu .. bwk la blik kek 2 kat umah.. ajak la jmbu skali mkan 2.. mcm ape je jmbu ckp malu.. (gelak guling 2 dgar dye ckp mcm 2)hahaha.. smbut n mkan 2 la kitorg smua smpai kul  9.00 mlm..
to jambu

 : thnks for coming n make me hapy on the day …

 : sorry 4 what had happen to u last  night x da niat pun .. L

           this the cake!!

DELEMA!!!!! ^,^

On the 13.4.2011 list name kelayakan untuk ke maktab bg kos KPLSPM  bole di check di web www.moe.gov.my.. So  sad when I just but my ic number 930421016512 it say that MAR AMIEYRA BT MOHD REJAB telah tidak layak ditemuduga.. Errhhh!! Dannnmm !! nw what I aim can get at all.. Maybe  from the beginning of my life I really hate n not think want to be a teacher that why god not help me to get it .. but  from the day of getting my result im just aim that at least I can be a teacher.. this was really wrong off my mind thinking…. Now my parent push me to go for f6.. they ask me to go wish skull then I ask them back which them prefer to me.. then my dad say he want me to go SMK ANDERSON.. so shock with the answer is it my dad dream or what?? All in my mind because it is the same skull with what im try to chose it..  lol { ^,^} but the skull did not provide hostel for girl  student.. hmm.. mom not allowed me to stay home  anymore .. she said im too “MANJA” I don’t think soo.. what ever I now I want to get what I aim now..

but my mind still think bad n good off being continue  it..  CAN I ???

• Ø  Go for it n score for the highest ??
• Ø  Is it  acc coz is suitable n okay with me ??
• Ø  Stay with skull n hostel rules ?? 
• Ø  Manage with the skull that im chose ??
• Ø  Life with no hand phone n lapy ??
• Ø  Life alone with no parent at side ??

All this im think every single time.. is it I can or cant ?? god knows the answer … all this things  sometimes I cant do it n need it through a day .. mom n dad this time I wont let u frustrated with my study anymore this is my promise ..  if I get UITM for accounting or business in diploma sorry parent I want to go for it.. plizz don’t ask me to continue f6 anymore..  at lest when I get UITM I just have to work hard get the highest pointer in each exam semester.. that what we study in each of the semester, rather then f6 I have to work hard n study that I don’t know what will be ask on the exam.. so  I think batter to go for any university if I get although diploma take 3 years then f6 just 1n half years.. but diploma if u get good pointer u can go for fast track just same like f6.. my aim now want to go for UITM n work  hard  for fast track.. put a high hope off it… 

CHANGE NUMBER HP !!

I want to change my hp number A.S.A.P because of something that can make me be late or still use this number.. maybe today is the last day 4 me to use this no 017-578…… so sad coz this no is youth club.. as everyone know it too cheap then normal maxis but now noting can do. I have to change it also.. 1) the main reason I change is this no is not being register by me so if anything happen it might be case..
2) many unknown number is disturb this no with many bad word n thing that be sent to me.. sometimes it make to scary..

3) I don’t want any of my friend contact me n I make trouble to them like what had happen on 10.04.2011.. Although im not the main reason of all had happened  but the best may is I make the friendship over .. to sad of make this happen while im always said to my friend not be end it.. :’(

4) my parent didn’t  a loud me to use this no so I just accept what them want .. maybe them already know what had happen to me? I also not sure they really now all this or not..
im so sorry if some of them can’t text or talk to me anymore.. sorry.. sorry n sorry so much to the person especially to my friend boys.. but if u all want to ask anything or to share your problem just leaf me text at fb or anywhere  that u all can contact me back .. insyaAllah I will help u.. 

SAHABAT !! 10.04.2011 (11.54pm)

Hari yg paling menyedihkn dlm hidupku .. mugkin pd sebelum ini aku ade berkata yg aku x kish jika semua rakan 2 aku pergi meningalkn aku dlm erti kata lain mereka tidik mahu berkawan dgn aku .. tapi ape yg berlaku pd hari ni sunguh meyedihkn aku walaupun pd mulanya pernah terlintas dlm pemikiran ku tntng ianya  akan berlaku . Sahabat karabku iaitu izzati zinuddin telah menghantar text di hp aku “aku minta maaf aku tau kau terguris nan  ak, ak rase mulai harini elak kan la dari dengan apa pun masalah aku.  Ak da bnyak susakan kau. Sbb ak slalu kau jd magsa. So mulai harini,  jgn  ambik  tau  sgt da pasal ak k.maaf sangat”dihantar  pd  10.27PM..

Izzati zinuddin: walaupun ape yg telah  berlaku  agak  mennyakitkn n menyingug  perasaan aku. Tp  Aku x merasakan ang yg punca n perlu disalahkn dlm hal ini so x perlula ang nk mintak maaf  or jauhkn diri drp aku.. jambu aku x pernah merasakn yg ang menyusahkn aku sbb aku telah  angap ang adk-beradk aku sendiri  la. Aku amat sedih n tekejut dgn ape yg telah ang ckp kat aku dgn begitu cepat.. tp jika itu yg anda  mahukn aku tidak bole menghalang  malah aku terpaksa akur dgn kehendak anda..

Pada aku la Semua ini berlaku hanya atas dasar ketidik  jujuran dlm diri smua sahabatku dalam melalui kehidupan sesame rakan. Ada sahaja sesuatu perkara yg sesalunya tidak dikongsi smua  antara kami supaya semua  tahu.. kdg 2 ianya berlaku  dgn alasan  da korg yg x nk tnya x la diceritakn..

Ini hanya nasihatku kepada sahabatku : tidak perlu kita memisahkan atau memutuskan  persahabatan yg dilalui selama 2 tahun hanya kerana beberapa perkara telah terjadi pd hari ini.. bg sesiapa yg menjadi magsa kepadanya just think positif  with just   forgive n forget to all our  frend..

“sahabat yg beriman, ibarat mentari yg menyinar.. sahabat yg setia, umpama pewangi yg megharumkn.. sahabat yg sejati, menjadi pendorong impian ” so pikirlah betapa pentingnya seorg sahabat dlm kehidupan 

kita..

                                                                                  i love u sahabat 

delema !!

adekah keputusan aku untk ke f6 is the best decision that i have make it?? (sukar sunguh nk wat keputusan ini)
walaupun aku ke f6 jika dpt tawaran ke mne 2 bole je aku keluar dan pergi kepada tawaran tersebut tp ia akan merugikn wang parent  aku plak nti.. errhhh! mar amieyra u have to  make this decion as fast as u can .... but its not easy to make it to be done .. nevermind just pray to allah n let it be make a dicion for me ... mom n dad plizz if want me to go f6 can u all give me a bit off freedom? plizz !! hope will get it ..
coz yg dipilih ia semua kaitan dgn acc n bissness.. padahal time skull dulu subjek ni la yg paling aku benci n x ske ble kne stdy or homework .. sometime aku copy je member punya. pnah aku ckp kat ckg tsyen aku yg aku x ske scc tp dye ckp ape yg x ske itulh yg bkal kte ambill n jdiknnya sebagai carear kte.. damm! all became a reality on it .. nw all my aply in u or f6 related to acc.. hope can strive 4 the hingest la.. let be all the past is over n  i have to make new life with all new look.. the past is just a nightmare of my life....

aty (jambu)

sejak dia mula bekerja di taska mamanya sukar untuk aku text,call or see her .. so sad can't talk to her.. so sad n fell want to cry ~'( jambu i miss u so much .. did u now n did u fell the same like me ?? rase mcm driku suda dilupakan oleh anda saje .. (ia hanya perasaan ku) if she read this i just want her to now that i cant make her go far from my life.. jambu miss u so muchh!!

                           (izzati bt zainuddin)

first time ...

my fist time create a blog ...  i dont nw much about it .. just fell like want to try if hapy n love it this blog will be continew.. need my frent help to make my blog fun n best to be read... too blur on what to wrote it nw .. biut im try to edit my blog so later i will wrote it again.. ^,^