DELEMA!!!!! ^,^

On the 13.4.2011 list name kelayakan untuk ke maktab bg kos KPLSPM  bole di check di web www.moe.gov.my.. So  sad when I just but my ic number 930421016512 it say that MAR AMIEYRA BT MOHD REJAB telah tidak layak ditemuduga.. Errhhh!! Dannnmm !! nw what I aim can get at all.. Maybe  from the beginning of my life I really hate n not think want to be a teacher that why god not help me to get it .. but  from the day of getting my result im just aim that at least I can be a teacher.. this was really wrong off my mind thinking…. Now my parent push me to go for f6.. they ask me to go wish skull then I ask them back which them prefer to me.. then my dad say he want me to go SMK ANDERSON.. so shock with the answer is it my dad dream or what?? All in my mind because it is the same skull with what im try to chose it..  lol { ^,^} but the skull did not provide hostel for girl  student.. hmm.. mom not allowed me to stay home  anymore .. she said im too “MANJA” I don’t think soo.. what ever I now I want to get what I aim now..

but my mind still think bad n good off being continue  it..  CAN I ???

• Ø  Go for it n score for the highest ??
• Ø  Is it  acc coz is suitable n okay with me ??
• Ø  Stay with skull n hostel rules ?? 
• Ø  Manage with the skull that im chose ??
• Ø  Life with no hand phone n lapy ??
• Ø  Life alone with no parent at side ??

All this im think every single time.. is it I can or cant ?? god knows the answer … all this things  sometimes I cant do it n need it through a day .. mom n dad this time I wont let u frustrated with my study anymore this is my promise ..  if I get UITM for accounting or business in diploma sorry parent I want to go for it.. plizz don’t ask me to continue f6 anymore..  at lest when I get UITM I just have to work hard get the highest pointer in each exam semester.. that what we study in each of the semester, rather then f6 I have to work hard n study that I don’t know what will be ask on the exam.. so  I think batter to go for any university if I get although diploma take 3 years then f6 just 1n half years.. but diploma if u get good pointer u can go for fast track just same like f6.. my aim now want to go for UITM n work  hard  for fast track.. put a high hope off it…